job or no job?
darn companies! they won't let an inexperienced teenager in their management.
owell, i can waste another summer if they won't accept my applications. i wasted it last summer and i think ima do it again... *sob*
my friends told me that i should do volunteer work. waaaah! i don't work for free, *sob* what would volunteering give me? experience? good resume? agh! but i won't get paid! i don't want to do anything for free. there should be more than experience and good resume. i don't even volunteer in my school. *sigh* yah yah, im a lazy bone person. and im the greatest procastinator too! 
k ciao for now. ima call my baby. XD
Posted by cess_a at 08:52 PM |
so inluv
tee hee,,, yah yah i know. its been a while since i posted a journal... its like a month already eh? owell. i've been busy... busy with my baby XD weeee! i'm still so in love. im in love with the most wonderful guy ever. he's understanding, loyal (a one-woman man), tolerant, patient, sweet, nice, gentle and he makes me feel good about myself. he really knows how to make me smile. *sigh* he's so perfect. i am a really stubborn girl and we broke up a couple of times now (try every other day XD) but he still understands me, not once did he ever let me go, as in really go. he'll just say that it's okay, everythings goin to be okay, that just come back to him and he will change anything that i dont like about him. awwww!! yah, i know. he's reaaaallly sweeeeet! :D that's why i love him so much. ^_^
ok enough with the in love thing. i'm so sorry to those who are heartbroken, to those who just broke up with someone, it's so insensitive of me to post this kind of entry but its just that im really in love and i want everyone to know. (yah i know, im selfish)
uhmmm..... yah, it's july 13, two days and it will be our two months anniversary. then on 24, its my mame's birthday!!! happy birthday mame!!! :D dont feel so bad mom, youre not old. XD
ooh ooh! and im not so psyched to go to school this coming september *sob* coz im gonna be grade 12 and after that its college *sob some more* i dont want to go to college. its scary. *sob again*
and uhmm, do you think i should get a job? i dont want to waste this summer again like last summer. i spent it watching tv going on the computer. im starting to be a geek waaaahhhh!!! nuuuuuuu!!!!!!
LOL! im crazy! yesterday, me and ejay had a major fight (my fault again) and we actually broke up (for 20 minutes XD). but he fixed it. i really love that guy. im so lucky to have him. as in really lucky.
ok ciao for now. *wink wink* lov yah oL
Posted by cess_a at 08:29 PM |
real essence of a relationship... making out! LOL
i'm just kidding ppL! but seriously? i think it is! LOL
owell, my weekend sucked! me and ejay had a fight and i was so sad for 2 days... that is until we make up again... 
oh yah oh yah. he's gonna meet my parents on friday. wish him luck you guys. LOL he asked me what if he screw up and i was like "aww, no you won't i promise and if you did that's ok. i still love you." 
well, that didn't really helped but at least he felt that he's that special to me.
dot dot dot
ciao for now. i'm gonna catch up with all my hw in chem. darn i'm so behind!
Posted by cess_a at 04:58 PM |
